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LOVE


Reflections of a Skyline from Michael Tamman on Vimeo.

thanks to liy.

i wrote this down from the sounds i played over and over again, let me know if it's wrong and i didn't get one word out of all... help?

and i wanna play hide n seek
give you my clothes
tell you i love your shoes
sit on the steps, while you take a bath

and massage your neck
and kiss your face
and hold your hands
and go for a walk

not mind when you eat my food
and meet you at rudy's and talk about the day
talk about your day
and laugh at your, your paranoia

i give you tapes you don't listen to
watch great films
watch terrible films
and tell you about the tv program i saw the night before
and not laugh at your jokes

want you in the morning
but let you sleep in for a while
tell you how much i love
your eyes
your lips
your neck
your tits
your ass

sit on the steps smoking, till your neighbors come home
and sit on the steps smoking till you come home
and worry when you're, late
and be amazed when you're early

i give you sunflowers
and go to a party and dance
be sorry when i'm wrong
and happy when you forgive me

look at your photos
wish i'd known you forever
hearing your voice, in my ear
feel your skin, on my skin

and get scared when you're angry
i tell you your gorgeous
and hug you when you're anxious
hold you when you're hurt

and want you when i smell you
and offend you when i touch you
and whimper, when i'm next to you
and whimper when i'm not

dribble on your breast
smother you in the night
and get cold when you take the blanket
and hot when you don't

melt when you smile
dissolve when you laugh

but not understand how you think i'm rejecting you
when i'm not rejecting you
and wonder
how you could think i'd ever reject you
and wonder
who you are
but i accept you anyway

and tell you about the tree angel
enchanted forest boy
who flew across the ocean
because he loved you

i buy you presents you don't want
and take them away again
and ask you to marry me
and you say no again
but keeps on asking because don't
you think i don't mean it?
but i always have from the first time i asked you

i wonder the city, thinking
it's empty without you
but i want what you want
and think i'm losing myself
but, but, but

i'll tell you the worse of me
and try to give you the best of me
because you don't deserve any less

answer your questions when i'd rather not
and tell you the truth, when i really don't want to
and try to be honest, because i know you prefer it

you think it's all over but
hang on, for just 10 more minutes
before you throw me out of your life
forget who i am
and let me try to get closer to you

and somehow, somehow, somehow
communicate some of the overwhelming
undying
overpowering
unconditional
all encompassing
heart-enriching
mind expanding
ONGOING
NEVERENDING
LOVE


i have for you